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Changing society

We live in a world influenced by technology.
Humans, who decided to own a world, improve it.
We become more and more influenced by it.
Little children with their own smart phones, with their own tablets.
Five year old children are more often playing with their technology items than enjoying nature.
Is it a process, which helps us to be more happy with our lives?
Of course technology is helpful for the global connections, industry etc. But is it necessary, that it influences us so hard in our every day lives?

Technology keeps us away from nature. It destroys our inner harmony, because we become more and more addicted to it.
We are creatures formed by nature. Isn’t nature the place we should spend most of our time?
Many people forget about it. Isn’t it great to have a walk in a park? Isn’t it great to climb a mountain?
Isn’t it great to sit in the grass and to close your eyes only to listen to all the animals, to the melody of the wind?
It is peaceful, isn’t it?

Not everyone feels close to nature. In my opinion it is the result of development.
We all have this inner instinct, which connects us to nature.
We can see the beauty of it, but most of us close their eyes. It is like listen to your heart, to your feelings and you will find the origin place you belong to.

When we forget about the spirit of nature, how are we able to live a lucky life?
Luck is defined different by every single individuum. But we belong to this process of evolution and a part of us will always remember it.
Some suppress their connction to nature, others understand how important it is to enjoy and spend time in nature.
We are able to find the spirit of nature.

To the ones, who forgot about it: Open your hearts and you will find a place of peace, joy and luck.

To the ones, who know the spirit: Isn’t nature a magic place?

My world

I am dying. Every down makes me die a little more. How do I survive? How do I fight?
I am doing mistakes again and again. My soul has this bad influence called mind.
Why does my mind drive me crazy? I become a monster.
There is me. There is my soul, which talks to me. My monster me, which hides these spoken words of my soul.
My monster me is this dark side. It has so many fears, which I cannot stand. My monster me teaches me to hate.
Hate is the strongest feeling I have ever had. It lives in symbiosis with love. All the people I love are the ones I hate the most.
All these relationships are a reflection of my broken me. It is me, who hates me. It is me, who loves me.
Special ones love me. I am always the one, who cannot stand it.
My monster me is the part I really want to controll. My monster me, which is a part of my mind, destroys me.
It makes me forget who I am. It influences my feelings. It influences my loneliness. It makes me feel lonely.
It controlls my fear of loneliness. Loneliness is one of the most difficult feelings. When I feel lonely there is nothing to hold on.
Every time I feel lonely it feels like a doomsday. My world has many doomsdays. That is because my feelings are changing from one extrem to another.

I have to fix it. I have to change it. I have to find a way to controll my monster me, because my soul really wants to talk to me, but I do not listen.
It is like having the possibility to listen, but my mind is an egoist and says no. It is a fight deep inside me.
I do not have any options. I have to die a little more inside to find my harmony. I miss my harmony. I decided to destroy it.

Now I have to fix it. I have to change situations in my life. My soul knows who I am. I know who I am. Why do I question myself so hard?
I question myself, because I am scared to be who I am. I have this thought: It is better to be hurt by people, who do never really know who I am, than being hurt by people, who really know who I am.
This thought is useless, because I never make people hurt me. I hurt them and the consequence is that they leave my life.
I know I am able to understand life in a special way. I also know, that I use all my energy to destroy myself, because I do not want to be destroyed by others.
It fits together. I use myself to destroy me. I reach this goal again and again, because I hurt people. This action is the most painful part of me.
I critisize myself. I critizise my actions. I listen to people, who want to help me. I work hard on my inner me to become a beautiful flower.
I know I can rise and become beautiful. It is me, my imperfection, my mind and my soul, which have to become a beautiful rainbow.

Dear future me:
Don’t work to become a beautiful personality! Work harder to become a beautiful personality!
Don’t forget who you are! You know who you are, always remember it!
Dream and have plans for your future.
You are the connection between music and dance. If you want to hide anywhere, you will hide exactly there.
It is the place, where you are the one you are. It is your soul’s home. It is the level, where you find chaos and harmony of your feelings.
All your fears are not able to destroy you, when you find realistic answers to all of them. Write about your fears. Question your fears! An answer will help you in difficult situations.
Keep your strength! Keep your inner fighter! Make it and survive a thousand times! Find the friend, who is closer to you than anyone else. Find your friend, called life!

Is the way we love influenced by society?

Sometimes I ask myself: Are we supposed to love one person?
When I imagine a world, which is not structured by society, would we love in the same way?
I mean when we are broken hearted, would it be so hard for us?

We are living in a world, structured and influenced by society.
We have different religions, different lives, but all in all most of us have this picture in their head: Two persons, who love each other. There might be children and a house.
Society teachs us this picture.Our mind is somehow influenced by it.
I ask myself is this picture natural? Is it a way nature wants us to live?
I mean ingeneral we are all directed by our instincts but society makes us supress these ones.
Some people supress them more, others less but we all do.
We become lovesick, when anyone does not love us, but why is it so difficult to get over it?

I wrote this text, because I have no answers of all these questions. I have my opinion about it, but it would be great to know how you think about it.
If you like you will leave a comment.

My love

It doesn’t matter how much time goes by
It doesn’t matter how long it takes to find you

It’s just like
I want to make you smile
I want to make you happy when you’re sad

I want to surprise you. I love to surprise you! I dream of surprising you.

I want to make you feel like you’re the most special one in the world
I want to make you feel like you’re the most beautiful one in the world

You mean the world to me. Maybe I know you. Maybe I don’t know you.
But the one thing I know is: I love you!

Our thoughts, our personalities

Every thought is an experience. We experience ourselves, our lives, our individuality, our personality …

A thought can be a hint. A hint to decide to change our personality.

We’re ingenerally every day changing creatures. This process is influenced by us.

Some changings are caused by situations with others, but we are the ones, who make us to the ones we are right now in the present.

Scared of changing friendships

I’m happy about all my friendships.
I’m proud of every single one, because they’re differently special.
I’m scared of meeting new faces.
Scared that new faces will change something.
We all will meet new ones. We all will find other people, who will make us happy. I’m scared that it’ll change our friendships.

The past showed me, that humans are influenced by humans. Some more others less but they all are. There might be a situation that you’re someone’s best friend and this someone meets another person, who becomes more and more her/ his best friend and you become less and less her/ his best friend. It hurts and I’m scared to get hurt by the ones I love.

I’m watching humans, because it’s the best way to learn about them.
I also know that fear is dangerous because it makes humans act differently. It’s important not to get totally influenced by it. It’s okay to be scared of loosing the ones you love but there is this other side called trust.

Trust is so important and trust can be the best and worst, because it makes you lucky or it hurts. Trust is special between two people. Friends are the ones you can trust. You’ll never know whether it is right or wrong. If it’s right it’ll be enjoyable. If it’s wrong you’ll have made a new experience, which makes you wiser.

Of course there will be new faces in my life and in yours but I also know that no matter, who becomes part of your life I’ll do my very best to make you lucky, my friend. I’m scared, very scared but I trust you, because it’s love, which takes care of you and me.

Our ways to survive

Two sides
A fight
A gift
Never wonder if

It’s darkness and light
We’re supposed to be sad
We’re supposed to be happy
We’re supposed to make sadness and happiness fit together
Changing weather

Living right now
Using the past to learn how
How to handle life
How to survive

Using the present
Your inspiration
Your own creation
To find a liveable way
You’re going
You will never stay

It’s you
Making your life true

There have to be two sides
Two fights
To accept the dark side
To accept the bright one
No one said life will be fun

Playing tricks on yourself
Making little lovely things to the greatest ones
It will take some months
But you are able to be happy
You’re able to create your happy sadness

It’s like you and me
Two stories, two lives
Two different ways to survive

We’ll make it
Both in a different way
Our goal: Our life
Our ways to survive!

Me being myself

Being myself
Living in this world of influences
Building the personality
An important time was the childhood
Childhood to get self confidence
What will you do if you don’t get it?
Work to get it of course
They say it doesn’t matter what others say and think about you
Doesn’t it influence us?
I can say no and I can say yes
No, because I’m what I’m and I love being this one
Yes, because in society it is important to have some special characteristics to survive
As much we’re not influenced as much we’re
To stand this seems to be art for me.
I don’t find any balance between how much it is good to be influenced and how much should I be myself?
I’m like being extremely influenced or not.
I’m like drifting from one extreme to another all the time
I’m myself, my thoughtful me, finding a way through life to survive and loving the ones, who found a place in my heart.

Humans, what are we?

Aren’t we all a mixture of characteristics?
I am me
But what am I?
Finding a definition is impossible
We’re more like a process
We can characterise us somehow
We can find reasons to be proud of ourselves
Love us in some ways
We’re perfectly imperfect
It’s a present to be the ones, who we are
We can influence what we are and what we want to be
We’re our own creators
No matter whether we cannot find a definition for us
We know we’re special the way we’re, because no one is like me and no one is like you

Humans and their mistakes

We’re humans
Used to do mistakes

Mistakes to hurt
Mistakes to learn

Learning about ourselves
Learning about each other

Maybe we feel guilty for some we’ve done
We can apologise to make our conscience feel better

Some apologise and don’t really understand what their mistake was
Others are really thinking about themselves critically

We’re as different as our mistakes
Everyone needs different special apologises
An apologise doesn’t make everything alright again in some situations
You really have to show, that you mean what you’ve said

Depending on the mistake and the person it’s up to you two how it will go on
But no matter how it ends if you are really sorry, you’ll be able not to feel guilty for anything anymore

You can go on, your way
You learned a lot from this mistake
You can keep and remember it
Maybe you will make the same mistake again one day
It doesn’t matter you’ll learn and you can make it to never doing it again

Mistakes are part of us
They are our teachers
To feel comfortable with them is our art