Tag Archives: fight

Do you have nightmares?

Another dream
Another night

Another fear
Another fight

Nightmare

Wake up!
It is all right!

At night you had a fight
But now it is daytime

You are surrounded by light
No need to fight

Enjoy your day
Positive feelings will stay 🙂

 

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The universe and changing

The sun is the center
All the planets orbit the sun

Sometimes it feels like my universe is like ours.
My sun is a person, all the other planets, too.
I orbit them from far, far away.
They mean so much to me.
That is why I am so much emotional addicted to them.
I always get to the point, when I cannot stand it anymore, because it kills me deep inside.
I want the best for all these people, but I know that I will never be able to be so close to them as I expect.
It is the reason why I become disappointed. I am a very sensitive and emotional person.

The situation became like that now: No contact to the ones I love. I have to find another structure of my universe.
That is why I keep on working on myself. The one I was yesterday wants to be a changed one tomorrow. Step by step it will work.
Happiness is so important and people are the ones, who give happiness a special.
For me it is like happiness does not exist without people. It is non sense I know.
It makes me fight! It makes me changing! FIGHT AND CHANGE!

Letter to fear

Dear fear
You are driving me crazy.
I do not know how to stand you.
You are there and a moment later you are gone.
You make me act like I am a cruel monster.
It feels like you controll my human being.
I know it is your job to scare people.

It is up to them how it ends, right?
You make me fight against an enemy. You are my enemy.
You make me fall but I get up again. You hurt me, but I live with all these scars.
You change me. But I decide who I want to become.
You can be as cruel as you want, you will never be able to get my whole me.
You might have caught some parts of me. But I will fight until the end to escape from you.
When it comes through an end there will be me and no you anymore.
Thank you fear to teach me how to fight against all these difficult things in life!

Another try to smile

Feeling lonely
It’s like killing me only

Every thought
No one taught

Surfing in the dark
Eaten by a shark

Lost in the middle of nowhere
Hard to breath, no air

What’s going on?
Something went totally wrong

Going on
A path along

Inspired by a different view
Other thoughts to chew

Looking for the sun
A place of fun

Remembering little lights
They’re like little fights

Every smile
Taking me closer to home for a while

Supposed to have a bad day
Supposed to take it away

Supposed to have a good day
But both are not supposed to stay

Let’s smile, because it’s worth it
It’ll make mind and soul become fit